Does anybody know what time it is, does anyone really care, its funny how time changes its meaning the older you get? Ask anyone who has lost a loved one this question, if you could spend a few moments with that loved one what would it be worth to you. I’m willing to bet my soul that most would pay all most any price to buy back time, yet while we are living we really never pay anything for it not even the attention it deserves and until you loose something or someone close to you, you’re never really awakened by it.
I lost my brother on March 15, 2006 and it reminded me of the things we leave behind. For me personally it was the suit of amour he always wore. i always felt he was protecting me, not in the usual brother who kicks someone's butt for you kind of way but more so with his life experiences and his way of making you understand that life is a battle gear up for it. Anyone who loved him, like I could see through the amour and see the man he really was inside. He was talented beyond belief in many ways. In remembering my brother,I'm reminded by the ones he loved the most, his wonderful wife Kay and his beautiful daughter Chrissy. To both of you I am blessed to have you in my life, And today time is bought back for all of us who loved him and his wondrous stories, his charm and his love is for us to share. Chrissy I cant love you the way only your dad could honey but i love you with all my heart. You have much more of your dad in you than you know. When i look at you and your babies iam reminded of what a miracle your dads life was. His hand is still on you making sure that your breathing and that your smiling everyday. I will leave you with what your father left for me, and what i can give to you.
If you ever loose sight, i will paint the world for you, if you loose your arms i will hold you forever, If you loose your legs i will carry you wherever you wanna go, If you go deaf I will sing to you anyway, and if you loose your mind, I will gladly go crazy with you. Don't ever loose your heart honey, its the power that plays the projector of the wonderful memories that you have of him, But Chrissy, If you do loose heart than you can have mine honey because mine would never beat without yours. Today put on an old record, one that he would love, smile and dance it's what he left behind for only you. And if my heart knew anything about your dad it knows this, Its the one thing he had in his mind when he left this world. I love you.
Uncle Mark
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